You know I'm saying you.
Sorry, I'm sorry for my emotional personality sometimes.
My dear, things change, and our friendship change too.
You know and I know too.
I know every time you tried hard to talk and out with me
We feel stress when out, talk, and even chat.
you worried make me angry, and I worried am I disturbing you.
I don't know since when we become like this..I don't know..
You know what, I received a message last Saturday,
my heart broken...
Not a big deal, not that serious, but my heart bleeding.
I feel sad, angry and disappoint.
I know, this might not my business, at all..
as long as you happy, is ok then..
but I care, I care you as my friend..maybe bestie, I don't know..
Yea, 1 year, not much experience we go through, but I care!
I care everything you do, I care you get hungry, you get sick, you get hurt..because you my friend.
because I really put my effort on it to do the best what friend should do.
But I know things change,
I tell myself, why am I so angry? I don't know.. I really don't know..
I can't even face you...I can't
I'm sorry, for what I did to you
I have to stop everything that I do, to make both of us feeling better
This might my last time speak out my feeling,
It's hurt, really hurt..
I hate every time I put my heart on something and things get worst
that's my fault,
I choose to give up not to care, even it's hard enough
I trying very very hard...sorry
