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Friday, September 30, 2011

1st of Oktober






Time goes fast
Now ady OKTOBER
Dunno why
I feel like many things happen to me this few month
Last year SPM
now I'm in form 6

I dun1 so fast be aunty ..
I wan always 17 enough
Just stop there please 




                                               2.20 am _
                                               What am I doing now?!
                                               Damn ! Doing RnD now
                                               use half day to finished it ^^v
                                               so sleepy
                                               for what form 6 do such thing ?
                                               wasting my time !
                                               I still want to sleep , chit chat , play
                                               Exam coming soon !
                                              Seen like what also haven prepare
                                                             DIE LARH !
                     


My pimple ><
Finally , I pit it .~hoho
Blood =.='''

Dang Dang !
Block someone finally ~



Today nothing special
Stupid friend cried at school
Actually i dunno what happen
then LEEN jie told me she crying
i told LEEN jie : aiya ..sumtimes we need alone when sad
but =.=
My leg will go her there and asked y she cried
Stupid me ><

BTW ,
Form 6 really make my life nice and challenging !
I LOVE IT
and
HATE IT !

Today menstrual pain come..
WTH !
one month 2 times
Really spoil my mood

This few days saw many post bout ANIMAL ABUSE in facebook
HUMAN , Can stop doing that ?
When saw this , really feel heart pain
animal also human what
Haiz
Human mind...
DAMN IT !
Have to sleep now
Need wake up early tomorrow
Good Night 

Thursday, September 29, 2011

我,就是改不了

我不知道如何去改

我每次在家人,朋友,爱人面前
永远都是坚强的
可是
我真的真的
伪装得很累很累
是,
我长大了
成熟了
不可以再轻易的把悲伤带给别人

可是真的很辛苦
我很多很多问题想问自己
可是
为什么
我觉得我活着
带来了很多麻烦

我的脾气不好
很容易和家人吵架
可是我努力的改
我还记得
妹妹曾说过不喜欢我
讨厌我

我那时真的真的
很想离开
离开这家
离开这世界

但是问题不是说走就能解决
家人
我永远爱的家人

我真的不知道如何 去告诉你们
我真的长大了
我会改的
你们想我读大学
我也去读中六了
我不想让你们失望
我不想妈妈被人看不起

我要成材
我要当舞者
我要当大学生
这些问题
真的
我不知道如何去说

朋友
我没有好朋友
我也没权利拥有好朋友
我的关心
只会让别人觉得我 很多事
很白痴

不会了
我不会再傻傻的去关心别人了

我现在真的快崩溃了
学校功课多
考试要到了
还要运动
学舞

时间,
真的不够用
所以只能用睡觉的时间去填补它

加油吧
不要被打败

陈怡璇, 
你可以的
Tell myself ,
I'm the BEST !

Monday, September 26, 2011

My Show Luo 罗志祥







Who Says

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else
Na na na
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
Na na na
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
cmon
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky
Na na na
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
Na na na
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
Cmon
Who says
Who says you’r

Monday _School life

Today
actually i no mood when go school
argue with daddy this morning
i really dunno what i do make he so angry
excuse me
i really trying to control myself 
so better dun talk so much at home

Today finish school then go badminton court 
Huhu~
so nice
but....my stomach damn pain la!

When ham dan joyce sms-ing
i use the suttlecock hit her><
actually i not really wan hit her,
but she said i sengaja then i just said yes la~
haha

Today told ham dan bout my past thing
hmm
feel relax when someone can really listen what i said
thanks la ! my ham dan + nice friend !

Most happy is...
haha
ANN and I win the badminton competition~
yeah yeah!
1st time ><

ohya!
today muet speaking...damn !
really damn myself !
i hope my english can like them ...
i ady try my best to talk..
but really cant

HAIZ

today...
i really feel sad

Sui zai ANN called me 'SEI FEI PO'
2 time already
when i listen this..
ofcause i sure like nothing
but i really feel sad !
haiz!
when i can become slim and thin !!!

ish !!!!!!

have to study now..
alot homework waiting me ><

All the best to myself ^^v

Sunday, September 25, 2011

笑一笑,没烦恼

很明显的
我永远都是那么爱拍照
面子书有80++的ALBUM
      
   没办法
   这就是我啊
   在学校也拿着相机拍
   没有相机就手机
   因为我觉得当然要把一切的回忆拍下来
   以后老了可以看啊

   最近压力很大很大
   学业,舞蹈之类的都把我给弄晕了
   可是我不能说停!
   因为只要我停下来,脚步就比别人慢一步了
   所以
   努力! 为了生活,为了未来而拼!


其实我知道我不美   
                                 但是对我而言
                                   一个人有笑容那就是美了
                                  所以我的照片都是笑的

                              笑一笑没烦恼嘛~


ps :我只为我自己而活

Friday, September 23, 2011

My class , My school

This morning
when I reach school 
just like normal siting there and doing my homework

Suddenly , Fiona and AliciA came
Alicia normally will said GOOD Morning Jeniffer
But today different
She just keep quiet and look very down 

Ofcourse always keh poh de me sure will go ask her what happen
She just keep quiet only

Then I hear that Fiona said she going leave our school
OMG !
I was damn shock suddenly
She tell us she get the schoolarship 
and mayb will leave
And I asked Alicia izit true
She tell me ya..and she ...crying 
...........
MY tear suddenly drop 
I really cant imagine if my class lost one friend again 
Then I keep crying 
Fiona asked me go out and she told me..
She wont leave
I damn happy !
But...This her feature
Can we so selfish ?

After that ,
Alicia told me 
she dun1 leave because her and fiona promise each other wont leave 
Before they2  come our school
Alicia was get the schoolarship at HIGH SCHOOL KLANG 
But because Fiona ..she give up
and they 2 come together 
Then they promise each other 
IF ONE OF THEM GET ANY TAWARAN
THEY WONT LEAVE EACH OTHER
thats why Fiona wont leave

When I listen what Alica told me
I really feel touch 
Why they even have so touching and sweet friendship
I really feel jealous seriously
In my life
NO this kind of thing happening
They all just CAKAP KOSONG 
hahax

But now okok la
got a aunty JOYCE here
Hope we all must keep in touch after STPM

Thats all for today 
Thank CUTE ! ^^o

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

What is a FRIEND ?


A friend is friendly, happy, and playful, too.  A friend doesn't yell at you.  You play with each other all the time.
You try not to fight with a friend.  You help each other when you get hurt.





A friend is someone who goes with you in the good times and bad times.'
Good friends are always by your side.  When you're  playing they don't walk away.
They never fight with you because then they aren't your friend.
If you don't have any friends then you aren't friendly.
God bless, friends.



A friend is a person who comes and won't judge a flower by its color.
A person who will never give up on you.
A person who will comfort you when storms of tears are in your mind.
A person who will just have some fun with you and give you a good laugh.'
A person that doesn't mind expressing their happy or sad feelings to you.




A friend is someone you can depend on. Someone who you can talk to.  A friend could be anything like a person, dog or cat.  Whatever a friend is it doesn't matter as long as it's your friend.  Many people don't know that.  A friend is a friend and that's all that matters.




A friend is for loving, helping, playing, and comforts you all the time.  They try to love you.
A friend shares tops, popcorn and money.  They don't try to ditch you and they never hurt your feeling.
A friend doesn't boss you around or call you dreadful names.  A friend worries about you for ever and ever.
But most of all a friend should love you.  You should have a wonderful friendship forever.




A friend is someone who is spectacular!  You love them deep down inside your heart.  Someone who helps you when you are hurt or sad, or even if you're happy.
A friend is someone who is kind to you and knows how you feel when you are scared.
By: Melissa



A friend is someone who cares and helps you when you are in trouble or when you are hurt.
A friend comes in different ways.
A friend will always remember you in their heart and you will remember them, too.




A friend is someone who doesn't dump you and who helps you when you get hurt.  Someone who says they are sorry when they do something to hurt your feelings. 
Someone who doesn't make fun of you or your name.




A friend is someone who shares his toys with you and helps you when you need help in reading or writing.




A friend is someone who helps you and is loving.  They make sure you are okay and plays with you.  They don't make fun of you.  Forgive them when they get into a fight with you. 
A friend is someone who doesn't tell you to do bad things.




A friend is someone who likes you and everything you do.
A friend is someone who likes your room.




A friend is a person who cares about you.  He would let you borrow stuff, and wouldn't say mean things. He would be by your side and would not let you down.




A friend is someone who cares about you, plays with you and sticks up for you if someone is mean to you.



A friend is someone that never makes fun of you.  They help you, share with you and never boss you around.  I also think a friend is someone who never hurts you and cares for you.
A friend to me is like a hug!  It is very special.




A friend is someone who cares for people.  Friends are people who are thoughtful.  They help you when you're hurt.




A friend is someone who is thoughtful, kind, caring and helpful.
A friend is someone who you can depend on.




A friend is someone you have fun with, someone you care about and someone you love. 
A friend is someone you can tell secrets to.  Friends especially don't steal from each other or fight.  They always help and are kind to one another.




A friend is someone who cares for you, who sticks by your side when you're lonely, who helps you up when you get hurt, but most importantly friends come in different ways.


                        

Today


Today 
nothing special
just normal

No sleep in the class
But sleep while writing note
when i wake up
OH NO
the nota become colourful
haha
Sorry la !
I really tired and hungry ><

Today damm crazy after school
We have PBSM
pembalut at school
Then Ann help me balut head
haha
SAMBIL BALUT SAMBIL AMBIL GAMBAR
I total take le 20++ picha in 10  minute
not  bad ~
Puan Lim said i pretty when balut the head =.=''
Haha~
so happii
YEEPEE~

Thats all for today ! 
Chin Yi Xuan
GOOD JOB =D

Blue Wednesday

Today
My friend cry
I really feel useless When she crying
1st time saw she cry infront of me
Walao
I really dunno should do what that time
Btw , I will try my best to do what I should do as a friend


To Someone :
Please dont hurt my friend anymore
Stop do childish thing 

Dont doing nonsense and hurt someone !




My dear friend 

Cheer up !
--------------------------------------------------->

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Falling Down ~

Wuwuwu
Blood ><

Today before go my dancing class
I wearing my sport shoe
then daddy suddenly said
'' FAST , I closed the gate ady ''
Then I faster run out !
Mana tau...
Suddenly my fall down
When the time i fall down
My eye cant see anything
Hand pain
Headache
Ass pain ><

OMG !
So shame !
Daddy scold me and asked me got hurt or no
I sure said no lo

Then daddy called me when i'm out
He said sorry to me cause he close the gate
and ask me ok or not..got hurt ?
Then i said i sporty gurl wont hurt de la~
No hurt also

Actually my hand damn pain !!!
But feel warm when daddy ask me ok or  not ^^

Now doing RND
wow ~
My plaining today
No sleep !!!
Hope i can finished my [ 3 Karangan , 6 ESSEY , RND ] 


Good Night 

I'm not a strong girl

Form 5 picture














Sometimes, I'd rather feel nothing. It's better. It's easier.


Then a strong person, and my heart are sure there are some weaknesses, a touch 


on the broken, sore. 


看穿但不说穿,很多事情,只要自己心里有数就好了,没必要说出来。


Today is my first day cry alone in school
Teacher scold me ..
I just do what i should do
Why
Even my class friend look me with the face ..
I just do what i wanna do as a pengawas

I really make teachers and friends hate ?
Why
I really wanna cry loudly !

I'm not a strong girl
But infront friends .
I always a happy girl
Why ?
I dunno why
I dunno how to show them I'm sad

Exam coming
When i looking the book
I feel I'm shit !

I'm tired
Life really make me tired

Monday, September 19, 2011

长大了

找回以前到现在的照片
真的
长大了

时间一天一天的过
我也一天比一天的成熟

回想幼儿园时
一去厕所就会吐
顽皮的我
都会骗老师说不是我

还记得以前因为和堂姐抢着要切一粒orange 
可是她不让我
我就只好拿起刀来追她
而且是真刀噢

婆婆就看了马上捉我去厕所
锁着我

哈哈
真的毕生难忘
还有还有~
我小时候每天睡觉时都会尿尿在床的
别人问我为什么
我都会说
;因为感觉冷冷的

哈哈

说到小学
真的很[乖] 
小学二年级拿过[小太阳奖]
还记得有个男生追我
坐我隔壁的
我每次欺负他的

就有一次
我捏他手
之后我去和老师告状
说他捏我
哈哈
还有还有
他会每天给我RM5 ~
每一星期送我不同的铅笔盒

太可爱了!
三年级那年就有个男生追我
送我玫瑰戒指
哈哈
笑死我!

四年级~
我认识了好朋友
我们是S。H。E噢!
当然,我是ELLA
因为大家都说我很男孩!

中学呢
我真的超级[乖]
中二那年
我在班上从不听课
可是成绩不错啦
那时学会了逃学
吸烟
真的很难想象

中三
更糟
学会做八婆!
到处吵架闹事

中四
是我人生改变最大的一次

我还记得我考试SEJ 拿98分
那时候开始
我爱上了读书
就一直拿第一
EKONOMI,PERDAGANGAN全中四中五拿最高

真不能想象到这是我

其实我一直不坏是因为我家人
尤其是我妈妈
想到妈妈每天载我上学放学
任劳任怨的

我都不敢去伤害妈妈了

现在就中六了

完毕!

BluR bLUR monday

I love form 6
I hate form 6 too !!!

Now 12.40 am
What the hell i doing ?!
Homework again
I really cant understand i studying what !
All friends can do well
but i even cant answer
I ady try my best to study!
I ady less facebook
I ady less chit chat
But why i still so shit !

All my friend good in english
can speak well
but , everytime i try to learn and speak to them
I really feeling like wanna cry
but i try to asked other if i dunno
If i asked too much
They sure will feel annoying
Haiz
What to do ?
Study alone !
Learn alone !
Cry alone !


Why I love form 6?
Ofcourse my friends
Joyce
Leen
Alicia
Fiona
2 twins girl
and other
really make me feel warm and touch sometimes
Ya..This is my 1st time saw this kind of friend
It's too friendly

Thanks them !

HAIZ
now need to sleep and wake up at 3.30 am

Good Nitez

Sunday, September 18, 2011

I'm the Photogragher

My Mom
Before going for dinner ~
Haha
Nice pose rite ?
My mummy always look young in my heart ~ hoho
I love this picture so much ! 


My leng zai daddy and leng lui mummy
Always sweet ~
Daddy always said [ muack muack ] to mummy after watched the movie
NASI LEMAK 2.0
omg !
Geli la><

Nice pose~
Daddy ~ GOOD JOB !
This look damn young lah Mum

Dunno why i love shooting ~
I love to take all the memory between me and family ,friends
When I'm old .mayb can take it out and see~

I LOVE SHOOTING !

Hurt

I'm hurt again
Dunno what happen to me
Not this hurt then there hurt
Daddy always said me like TOM BOY
excuse me ><
I'm not okk?
I just becoz badminton competition then run here run there only hurt
Aiya
Now my leg so ugly
Do you know what is this ?!
My back hurt !!
Stupid hula hoop
I just feeling pain
but dunno how serious is it
Then i go asked sis
She just told me
Omg !!
Damm pain !

Btw , pain can get something i wan then worth also

Today busy like hell ><
Now time to study !
Tomorrow audition for dancing
Good luck to
Star Dance 58


Friday, September 16, 2011

Olivia You and Me

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed one thing remains
That they will always have each other

And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
Theres some kind of magic in the air

Feel the warmth
that only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4 Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning how to do the dance
Let this love be forevermore they say
I wish for this to be true for you and me

Holding her close he leading the way
Out at the park enjoying the day
And you can tell theyll be okay

Feel the warmth
that only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4 Cheek to cheek how to do the dance
Let this love be forevermore they say
I wish for this to be true for you and me

Taking one step at a time walking ha
Olivia

我,很失败吗











今天
学校假期
只能说,真的很闷!

我今天一个人想了很多很多

第一

我是不是不应该在别人面前一直搞怪?
我是不是不应该伪装自己不开心?
我是不是应该减肥了?
我是不是应该读书了?
我是不是应该对一些对我不好的朋友绝了?
我是不是不应该那么容易被欺负?

这些问题
我一直在想

这个星期
被朋友说我肥
说真的
我会笑着和他们说
我喜欢现在的我
我觉得我很健康

其实
这都是骗人的
我那时候真的觉得很hurt很自卑

我身边的朋友全都是瘦的
我很后悔
不应该吃肥
我宁愿月经没来


我很傻
我真的很讨厌被人说我肥婆
我受够了
从我小学到现在
我真的不想再这样

从小时候
到现在17岁了
我永远都是一直哄别人开心
弄搞怪的
弄傻傻的
让身边的人开心

可是有时候
我得到的
只会让别人觉得我很无聊
很白痴

我是不是应该改变自己?
我真的在努力着
不说话,或许会更好

今天,
我想找个朋友聊聊天
我最失败的是
我一个也找不到


我是个很想被人疼爱
被人关心

我讨厌一个人
我讨厌那种感觉

在学校,
我一直感觉老师不喜欢我
所以我没什么和老师说话

在家,
我觉得家人都讨厌我
觉得我很自私
所以我在家都是自己一个

在外面

没有
我没有朋友
我找不到

这就是我的生活吗?

我不要
我要改变我的生活
我要改变我自己

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Star Dance 58 !

Whats up man~
We are

                              Star Dance 58 !



What a nice name !

My dancing partner

Yong Lin !
Our teacher for Girl Genration dance
Love her much!
Cute and funny girl

Twins !
Yong Qi here ^^
Nice girl 
Our teacher for Girl Generation dance ~

Nur Ahmad !
Look handsome rite ?
haha
Good in dancing~

Alicia
My [rong jie]
Haha~
My lovely sis! 
Good in study ~
My teacher in class 
HUey Leen~
My [ling ku sis]
Hhaa..
No la..
She care me much !
Always sleep in da class~
Just less confident sometimes !

Who is this ?
SO yeng 1 !
Yea ~
She is _Joyce Lim
Good in study and dance too~
My best friend and my dai gar jie
Care me
&
Always bully me !!!

Wow~
This is me
_Mss Jeniffer ^^
Not good in dancing 
Not good in study 
But good in _make other happy ! 


We start practice since july until now
Sometimes really tired to pracice 
But..No choice la~
Wanna show the best at graduation night !

Hope we can dance well on next monday 
_AUDITION !!! 

Yeah , Star Dance 58 !


我以为终有一天,你会懂得珍惜









你单身,我等你。
你说不想恋爱,我等你。
你突然有了新的开始,我等你。
你结束了你的爱需要疗伤,我陪你,我等你。
我以为终有一天你会发现你身边的我,终有一天会回头。
却从未想过,最终等来的却还是,一句,对不起,你很好,可是……
我真想说一句:……对不起!

我承认。
我不介意迁就你。
我可以一直抬头仰望你。
只是,你真的,从来都不看我吗?
我在这里啊,我在这里啊!你听见了吗?
我真想问一句,你究竟是聋了还是瞎了啊?为什么就那么无动于衷呢?

有时候会想。
我究竟喜欢你什么。
我究竟在等你什么?
也许得不到的才真的是最好的。
又或者,我只是没有遇见,比你更好的。

是不是真的要到,等我忘记了你。
是不是真的要到,等我放弃了你。
是不是真的要到,等我离开了你。
你才能真正地知道,我于你而言,也是那么重要。

你不知道某些时刻,我有多么难过。
你不知道,没有回应的等待,真的让人很累。
你不知道,我是鼓起了多大的勇气,才敢念念不忘。
又或者,你不是不知道,只是假装不知道。
你是那么自私。我是那么傻呆。

一次次反复。
哭累了,沉默了。
想放弃了,冷淡了。
可是时间一过,却又还是想念了。
放不下,忘不掉,戒不了,走不开。

身边的人都会心疼。
周围的人都会劝解。
大概也就只有你了吧。
仍旧那么无动于衷。
大概也就只有我了吧。
仍旧那么情有独钟。
该说什么好呢?
一个愿打一个愿挨吗?

一直在等一个人
一直在等一个回头
一直在等一份笑容
终于等到,我自己都没了笑容
也够了吧,我真的累了。
可是为什么,我向左走,向右走,还是走不出爱你的圆。

我并不奢求在你那里找到幸福
也不敢想你会有什么付出
只是想,既然做了决定我就义无反顾
可笑的是,你却连一个让我义无反顾的机会都不给我。

你突然问我,什么时候会抽烟了。
我笑笑,人都是会变的呀。
想你的时候,被你伤害的时候
心疼的时候,无奈的时候
烟,似乎也就自然而然了吧。
你又能真正关心我,顾及我多少呢?

告诉自己
让自己离开你
告诉自己
这是最后一次哭泣
很多事情,都是有界限的
很多时候,再坚强的人都是会累的。
我不是真的傻瓜,只是曾经为你心甘情愿。
而现在,我最终还是找到一个方式,让自己退出这不公平的游戏了。

很偶尔的
你会找我,联系我。
你的突然出现,还是会挑起我心里的弦。
只是,我也学会对你伪装了,不冷不热,不咸不淡。
笑得没心没肺,也不会再流那,廉价的眼泪了。
然后听你轻轻地说,你变了。
我不知道,是该笑还是该哭。
也没有意义了,不是吗。

只是很突然的
看到一个相似的身影
听到一个相似的声音
总会身不由己,总会陷入回忆
不过,慢慢的,我也学着放下了
不是我变了,是我真的无能为力了、我认输了。
我折腾不动了。

只是突然地
听见那些歌
突然想起你。
你会在哪里?
过得快乐或委屈?
每当听到这样的歌词,总是不由自主地想起我们。
只是,我知道,我们已经不是我们,以前要的也不是现在这种以后。

那么,许久之间,再次见面。
面对这样的拥抱,我大概是不会有怎样的情动了。
即使心里翻天覆地,也会装作一副淡然的样子。
我曾经所有的炽烈,也最终,还是被你耗尽了。
怪你吗?不怪你,谁都不怪,谁也怪不了。

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Form 6 Life


My Form 6 life
Busy Busy Busy !

Morning go school
Evening go home
Night after 12 am only sleep
Morning before 5 am wake
1 day sleep 3/4 hour

I will old and die easly one day

Okkie ~
Said back to my form 6 life

I still remember 1st day i go my school [ SMK ALAM MEGAH ]
when i go to my class..
1 indian girl come and help me
take table and chair~
Then a chinese girl come and introduce herseld
Haha
Then..
When i sitting
And teacher teaching
Many chinese student come out and see me
Even lower form !
I feel so weird =.=

I know i look like artis ~(perasan)

Okkie ~
After that
Bla bla bla~ a few month

Our class [ 6 bawah Akaun]
Is the class i didt see before
Why said so ?

Because all of us too nice
helping each other
playing each other
sleep together when PP teaching

My family member at school ~
1 Joyce (oldest)
2 Yong Qi
3 Yong Lin
4 Huey Leen
5 Alicia
6 Ann
7 Umiray
8 Fiona
9 Jeniffer ( yongest ^^ )

This is my family !
I love them much !
They all always nice and good

As a principal
Teacher said must have a good impression to other
See ~ Am I look like a good student ?
Smart ? haha
Perasan again ><



Ya ,
This my life
=)

Smile it and Laugh it

Wednesday

Sweating ~
I love it !
Look sexy huh ?
Bikini more sexy ><

My elephant leg hurt again
Mummy arh
Why always hurt
But i love ~ haha
Crazy @_@


Today cant sleep
Alot homework waiting me
Summore i duno how to do..
Haiz
Form 6 arh Form 6
You really torture me
But i love it
Haha

I'm super duper hungry !!!
I wan supper !!!
But i DIET !!!

Chee Cheong Fun~
Wan tun mee~
OMG !
Dont show me ><

Buy from..Duno where
Daddy bought

Haiz !
Need study now ~
Byebye




Is this called best friend ?






Best friend
Should sharing
       caring
       loving each other

I know her since 1st day i go form 6
Her name _ANGELINE
before someone coming out
our relation is better than other
but after that guy came out
Our relation
CHANGE  CHANGE  CHANGE

why ?
When you have any problem
You'r not trying to tell me your problem
You even tell him
but dont wanna to tell me

I feel dissapointed on you

When you need some1
I'm there
But why you treat me like a normal friend

Angeline , Mayb that guy is better and more nice than me as a best friend

Okkay..

What I wanna to do..
I ady try to do
When you need me
just a call
I will be there

Thanks My dear Joyce
My cute best friend in my life
She make me crazy always
She make me happy always
She make me pain always ( always bit me)
She make me cry sometimes ( touch)
She make me love her
She make me wanna said
THANKS YOU , JOYCE ! MY FRIEND !


Ya, I agree i'm not a good friend
But I admit I will try my best to treat all i love

In my life
1st  Study
2nd  Family
3rd  Dancing
4th  Friends

Boy friend"
Not important for me now


Never say Never
Thats me !
Mss Jeniffer
Chin Yi Xuan 

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

我就是我 I'm who I'm

我又来emo 了
我答应自己
这是我最后一次再脆弱
不会再这样


很多时候,
我会想
到底人生活是什么
为了什么而生活下去
目标吗?
爱情吗?
家人吗?
朋友吗?
学业吗?
其实我已经找到答案了
是为了我自己


没有人可以了解你
没有人可以帮你
没有人可以爱你
没有人可以照顾你

只有你自己



就是那么自私
只要你太善良
被欺负的
是你自己


就是那么现实


就是因为利益而找你

这几天
我看清楚了

当我失落时
谁才是真正关心我的

当我开心时陪着我
难过时就只随随便便问候的

我都看清楚了

想说
真心对我的朋友
虽然没有几个
或者没有
但是
因为你们
我真的看开了
我相信我不是孤单的

除了家人,我还有你们

一些当我有时而走的朋友们
其实
最应该谢谢的
是你们

是你们让我坚强
是你们让我改变
是你们
是因为你们
才会有这样的我

我开始自信了
我开始爱自己了

对,
我是胖,但我胖得有自信,胖得开心
那又有什么不好
我就是这样
想做什么就做什么


不喜欢我的
请滚

Monday, September 12, 2011

真的只是有時候、莫名的心情不好

真的只是有時候、莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人說話,只想一個人靜靜的發呆。

真的只是有時候、突然覺得心情煩躁,看什麼都覺得不舒服,心裡悶的發慌,拼命想尋找一個出口。

真的只是有時候、發現身邊的人都不了解自己,面對著身邊的人,突然覺得說不出話。

真的只是有時候、感覺自己與世界格格不入,曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。

真的只是有時候、突然很想逃離現在的生活,想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

真的只是有時候、別人突然對你說,我覺得你變了,然後自己開始百感交集。

真的只是有時候、希望時間為自己停下,就這樣和喜歡的人地老天荒。

真的只是有時候、在自己脆弱的時候,想一個人躲起來,不願別人看到自己的傷口。

真的只是有時候、突然很想哭,卻難過的哭不出來。

真的只是有時候、夜深人靜的時候,突然覺得寂寞深入骨髓。

真的只是有時候、明明自己心裡有很多話要說,卻不知道怎樣表達。

真的只是有時候、覺得自己其實一無所有,彷彿被世界拋棄。

真的只是有時候、明明自己身邊很多朋友,卻依然覺得孤單。

真的只是有時候、很想放縱自己,希望自己徹徹底底醉一次。

真的只是有時候、自己的夢想很多,卻力不從心。

真的只是有時候、常常找不到事情,無聊的無所適從。

真的只是有時候、突然找不到自己,把自己丟了。

真的只是有時候、心裡突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒,覺得自己很累很累。

真的只是有時候、看不到自己未來的樣子,迷茫的不知所措。

真的只是有時候、發現自己一夜之間長大了。

真的只是有時候、聽到一首老歌,就突然想起一個人。

真的只是有時候、別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話,心裡鬱悶的發慌。

真的只是有時候、常常在回憶裡掙扎,有很多過去無法釋懷。

真的只是有時候、渴望別人的關懷,渴望一份簡單的快樂。

真的只是有時候、看著時間一點點流逝,自己卻無能為力。