I'm not a strong girl

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Sometimes, I'd rather feel nothing. It's better. It's easier.


Then a strong person, and my heart are sure there are some weaknesses, a touch 


on the broken, sore. 


看穿但不说穿，很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。


Today is my first day cry alone in school
Teacher scold me ..
I just do what i should do
Why
Even my class friend look me with the face ..
I just do what i wanna do as a pengawas

I really make teachers and friends hate ?
Why
I really wanna cry loudly !

I'm not a strong girl
But infront friends .
I always a happy girl
Why ?
I dunno why
I dunno how to show them I'm sad

Exam coming
When i looking the book
I feel I'm shit !

I'm tired
Life really make me tired