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Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Wednesday

Sweating ~
I love it !
Look sexy huh ?
Bikini more sexy ><

My elephant leg hurt again
Mummy arh
Why always hurt
But i love ~ haha
Crazy @_@


Today cant sleep
Alot homework waiting me
Summore i duno how to do..
Haiz
Form 6 arh Form 6
You really torture me
But i love it
Haha

I'm super duper hungry !!!
I wan supper !!!
But i DIET !!!

Chee Cheong Fun~
Wan tun mee~
OMG !
Dont show me ><

Buy from..Duno where
Daddy bought

Haiz !
Need study now ~
Byebye




Is this called best friend ?






Best friend
Should sharing
       caring
       loving each other

I know her since 1st day i go form 6
Her name _ANGELINE
before someone coming out
our relation is better than other
but after that guy came out
Our relation
CHANGE  CHANGE  CHANGE

why ?
When you have any problem
You'r not trying to tell me your problem
You even tell him
but dont wanna to tell me

I feel dissapointed on you

When you need some1
I'm there
But why you treat me like a normal friend

Angeline , Mayb that guy is better and more nice than me as a best friend

Okkay..

What I wanna to do..
I ady try to do
When you need me
just a call
I will be there

Thanks My dear Joyce
My cute best friend in my life
She make me crazy always
She make me happy always
She make me pain always ( always bit me)
She make me cry sometimes ( touch)
She make me love her
She make me wanna said
THANKS YOU , JOYCE ! MY FRIEND !


Ya, I agree i'm not a good friend
But I admit I will try my best to treat all i love

In my life
1st  Study
2nd  Family
3rd  Dancing
4th  Friends

Boy friend"
Not important for me now


Never say Never
Thats me !
Mss Jeniffer
Chin Yi Xuan 

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

我就是我 I'm who I'm

我又来emo 了
我答应自己
这是我最后一次再脆弱
不会再这样


很多时候,
我会想
到底人生活是什么
为了什么而生活下去
目标吗?
爱情吗?
家人吗?
朋友吗?
学业吗?
其实我已经找到答案了
是为了我自己


没有人可以了解你
没有人可以帮你
没有人可以爱你
没有人可以照顾你

只有你自己



就是那么自私
只要你太善良
被欺负的
是你自己


就是那么现实


就是因为利益而找你

这几天
我看清楚了

当我失落时
谁才是真正关心我的

当我开心时陪着我
难过时就只随随便便问候的

我都看清楚了

想说
真心对我的朋友
虽然没有几个
或者没有
但是
因为你们
我真的看开了
我相信我不是孤单的

除了家人,我还有你们

一些当我有时而走的朋友们
其实
最应该谢谢的
是你们

是你们让我坚强
是你们让我改变
是你们
是因为你们
才会有这样的我

我开始自信了
我开始爱自己了

对,
我是胖,但我胖得有自信,胖得开心
那又有什么不好
我就是这样
想做什么就做什么


不喜欢我的
请滚

Monday, September 12, 2011

真的只是有時候、莫名的心情不好

真的只是有時候、莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人說話,只想一個人靜靜的發呆。

真的只是有時候、突然覺得心情煩躁,看什麼都覺得不舒服,心裡悶的發慌,拼命想尋找一個出口。

真的只是有時候、發現身邊的人都不了解自己,面對著身邊的人,突然覺得說不出話。

真的只是有時候、感覺自己與世界格格不入,曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。

真的只是有時候、突然很想逃離現在的生活,想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

真的只是有時候、別人突然對你說,我覺得你變了,然後自己開始百感交集。

真的只是有時候、希望時間為自己停下,就這樣和喜歡的人地老天荒。

真的只是有時候、在自己脆弱的時候,想一個人躲起來,不願別人看到自己的傷口。

真的只是有時候、突然很想哭,卻難過的哭不出來。

真的只是有時候、夜深人靜的時候,突然覺得寂寞深入骨髓。

真的只是有時候、明明自己心裡有很多話要說,卻不知道怎樣表達。

真的只是有時候、覺得自己其實一無所有,彷彿被世界拋棄。

真的只是有時候、明明自己身邊很多朋友,卻依然覺得孤單。

真的只是有時候、很想放縱自己,希望自己徹徹底底醉一次。

真的只是有時候、自己的夢想很多,卻力不從心。

真的只是有時候、常常找不到事情,無聊的無所適從。

真的只是有時候、突然找不到自己,把自己丟了。

真的只是有時候、心裡突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒,覺得自己很累很累。

真的只是有時候、看不到自己未來的樣子,迷茫的不知所措。

真的只是有時候、發現自己一夜之間長大了。

真的只是有時候、聽到一首老歌,就突然想起一個人。

真的只是有時候、別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話,心裡鬱悶的發慌。

真的只是有時候、常常在回憶裡掙扎,有很多過去無法釋懷。

真的只是有時候、渴望別人的關懷,渴望一份簡單的快樂。

真的只是有時候、看著時間一點點流逝,自己卻無能為力。

Mid-Autumn Festival (中秋節)





The Mid-Autumn Festival (中秋節), also known as the Moon Festival or Zhongqiu Festival is a popular harvest festival celebrated by ChineseTaiwanese, and Vietnamese people. Dating back over 3,000 years to moon worship in China's Shang Dynasty, it was first called Zhongqiu Jie (literally "Mid-Autumn Festival") in the Zhou Dynasty.[1] In MalaysiaSingapore, and the Philippines, it is also sometimes referred to as the Lantern Festival or Mooncake Festival.
The Mid-Autumn Festival is held on the 15th day of the eighth month in the Chinese calendar, which is in September or early October in the Gregorian calendar. It is a date that parallels the autumnal equinox of thesolar calendar, when the moon is at its fullest and roundest. The traditional food of this festival is themooncake, of which there are many different varieties. The Chinese festival is very traditional and a great way to celebrate.
The Mid-Autumn Festival is one of the few most important holidays in the Chinese calendar, the others beingSpring Festival and Winter Solstice, and is a legal holiday in several countries. Farmers celebrate the end of the fall harvesting season on this date. Traditionally on this day, Chinese family members and friends will gather to admire the bright mid-autumn harvest moon, and eat moon cakes and pomelos under the moon together. Accompanying the celebration, there are additional cultural or regional customs, such as:
  • Carrying brightly lit lanterns, lighting lanterns on towers, floating sky lanterns
  • Burning incense in reverence to deities including Chang'e
  • Erect the Mid-Autumn Festival.(树中秋,竖中秋,in China,树 and 竖 are homophones)It is not about planting trees but hanging lanterns on the bamboo pole and putting them on a high point, such as roofs, trees, terraces, etc. It is a custom in Guangzhou, Hong Kong, etc.
  • Collecting dandelion leaves and distributing them evenly among family members
  • Fire Dragon Dances
Shops selling mooncakes before the festival often display pictures of Chang'e floating to the moon.

我的朋友

这就是我们
很好的朋友
有我的地方怎么少了拍照呢~ 
我和班上的帅哥啦!

我的好朋友
Joyce
我第一次遇到怎么好的朋友
很关心
很体贴
很善良
很聪明
很乖的朋友!



这是huey leen ~
她是个很棒的朋友
每次很喜欢说sorry~
哈哈
很好吧!
 



一辈子的好朋友!!

Can I cry ?

Sometimes
I really wanna cry loudly
NO 1 can understand me
Even my family

I just borrow my sis pants..
And i get scold by her
Wat..the..

I alone crying No1 know that
I stress because of school work
                    friends problem
                    family problem
                    mine problem

I really hope i have a good listener siting down and listen
But I dunno who i can find
Today
I cry while having my dinner

WHy
Why i cant be a stong girl

Why
Why friends can do that to me

Why
Why family cant understand me

Why
Why
Why
Alot of WHY in my brain now

Seriously,
I hope to suiside sumtimes
But i know it's a stupid way

SO
Just smile to face it

:)