31.3.2014

外婆，我想你了。

至给一位朋友

至给一位朋友

朋友，
累了吗？
伤了吗？
痛了吗？

从出生认识你到现在，21 年了
我可说是世界上最了解你的人
你的优，你的贬，我都懂

从你对家人开始说起
你在家或许让家人觉得你是个很难了解的人
因为你从不爱多说，
对家人的脾气也很不好
你对着电视和电话的时间比对家人来得多
你的外表总是显出你不关心，不在乎
可是，那是真的吗？
你看见姐姐有了男朋友，你会偷偷的流泪
你看见妹妹交了坏朋友，你会生气
你看见妈妈伤心难过，你自己会躲在房间哭泣
你常和爸爸吵架，可是心里的痛只有你自己知道
你会偷偷把钱放进妈妈钱包了，让她有钱去买东西
你会以辅导员的身份和妹妹说道理
对，你在家看起来很酷，很凶，可是我知道你的心永远都是在家人这
因为你知道除了自己，家人就是你的知己

可是，失败的是，你的心太弱了
对，你看起来很坚强
从不会在朋友面前哭
从不会在朋友面前显得自己很弱
受伤了也从不会说
你把朋友放得比自己重要
对，别人会说你是笨蛋，应该对自己好一点，朋友不会一辈子陪着你
这些大道理你都知道，可是你的心却不能办到
朋友有感情事，你一话不说的会去找她，关心她 ，
对，当时她需要你，当然会让你陪，可是呢？
当事情解决后，你得到的事什么？　你只是得到一句敷衍的‘谢谢’
你可以因为朋友伤心而半夜不睡觉就为了等

你可以把自己不舍得买的东西送给朋友　
你也可以花一整天的时间弄小礼物给朋友
值得吗？　对，值得，因为她是你好朋友　
朋友可以为了学业而欺骗你
朋友可以为了要赢而伤害你
朋友可以为了利益而利用你
朋友可以背叛你
不管你对她再好再真心，伤心的最后还是你
因为，　认真，你最输
什么是好朋友？
好朋友不是认识多年，了解对方的，谈得来的就是好朋友？
可是你不是
你觉得一个关心你，就算那一点点的关心，你也会觉得自己被关心了
就把她当好朋友
笨蛋，
记得，社会是残忍的
当你有利用价值是，别人就会想起你
可是当你什么都不是时，你觉得你能为她做什么？
对你而言，朋友就是应该尽心尽力
就好想家人一样对待
可是请你记得，不是每一个人都是这样

朋友，
做自己好吗？　
不要因为害怕别人不喜欢你这样那样，而把真正的自己隐藏着
这样你会很累
他们不喜欢这样的你，就让他们离开
他们不是你的全部
学会当个　＇ｎｏ　ｗｏｍｅｎ＇　好吗？　
拒绝并不是什么伤害别人的事情

不要静静的忍着
我知道很多时候，你不是真正的快乐，
你的笑只是你穿的保护色

做个自己想做的事情
不要管太多

Memories

Since I back from my holiday trip..
2 weeks left for my holiday. It should be the time for me to sleep and eat well.
Yea..I eat very well..should be super well..that's why I  put on so much weight..(will be diet after this)
but I didn't sleep well...Busy this and that..and insomnia some more...oh God..

So I took few day to renovate my room.
look so damn fresh now! even it still look messy .
Then I found some childhood thing..I can't stop laughing when I saw all this.

1) 

YoYo

I know this for boy..but I kinda like to play this!

I bought it from...Toy Story or Toy City ..forgotten 

My 2 favorite yoyo and I still keep it nicely :D

2)

My Naruto game card

I love naruto game and movie..

but I only interested to Kakashi! ( The 1st card in the photo)

He look so damn handsome and a good character

I just can't stop playing ps2 and watch Naruto movie with my younger sister!

3) 

Pokemon sticker collection!

I bought a lot a lot when I'm form1 

I will rush to the shop bought all sticker after school

but still left few :( 

Pokemon lover always 

but now not really since I getting older.

but he always look cute!

4) 

Antique Gameboy!

I think everyone mostly have this? maybe?.....

It still work but with battery 

I love mario game :D

5) 

My form1 folio..

Can u find the mistake?

this a malay word.

''Bertanggungjawab'' and I wrote...''Bertanggungjaeab''! 

My awesome malay when form 1.

I still wondering..

why I can't thank to our principal in folio?

6) 

Amulet?

but this for exam

My younger sis just draw me this for bringing good luck for my SPM in year 2010

how sweet?!

crazy sis ever

7) 

My standard 3 spectacle

my first spec in life!

Since it look round, so I call it doraemon spec 

It suit me for my round face too.

so everyone keep call me fatty when I wear this..

should be cute, ok? 

upgraded after a few year

hahaha.

i seriously can't use this kind of spec..

too dangerous for me

I a boy when I small until I form 4 then only I started look like a 'girl' 

so ... I stop used this..I can't stand for it too .

that's look kinda weird to me

8) 

My first phone in life!

Nokia 1600 the best handphone 

It still function now and I used this since... I'm 12!

long long time ago!

I can't leave without it when I first couple with a long long distance love

Just send atleast 300 message in a day.

but now..

I a samsung fans lol

9) 

My standard 2 books of remembrance

...how come I wrote this kind of things..

seriously a money lover!

you will understand if you know chinese..

and my friend scared to paid money

so she just simply write to me and because she rush for tuition class 

oh god..

i just show her this today

she can't stop laughing too

we same school from standard 3 to form 5

my very old friend!

10) 

Ok..

My super awesome housework company

Yo Xuan Sendirian Berhad

hahaha

that's why I good in cleaning thing

I do it since I was small

and everything have to paid 

I love business 

money..too

I can't stand it ..haha

my resit..

and sign by my long term customer

my mum!

11)

My Mini drum bought from Beijing, China

My daddy just keep said I was childish enough.

but ..I love something relevant to music!

That's look cool what!

This just part of it.

What a memorable thing in life

I hope the techno now will be like the past

everyone still contact by face to face

is out dated and should always look at the future

but sometimes things and memories past was best thing in my life compared to now

7 March 2014

I'm failed today...

My Journey_ Ipoh (Day 8- Last day)

My last day in Ipoh 

Pooi Yan and her family bring me out for breakfast

Ipoh Chicken Floss Noodle

Crazy..super duper..damn..NIce!

The soup you will not find it in KL ..Never lol.

After breakfast then we went home for nap...

ok...her idea......

I just woke up at 12pm and prepared everything that have to bring back to Puchong

I just get mad when I cleaning all my stuff.

that's too much !

Since my ticket at 3pm, so around 1.30pm

I just had lunch with Pooi Yan and Jasmine

I wonder the soup name

but the taste was good!

After my lunch then have to say goodbye to her family :'(

Start from the left : Aunt, Popo, Jasmine, Me, Ah Mun, Pooi Yan

that's the photo with pooi yan family

After this ..

Pooi Yan accompany me back to KL and she back again to Ipoh again

because..this was the first time I take train..

She not feeling well

Shh...

2 and half hour we reached KL Sentral

then she bring me to LRT Kelana Jaya 

In LRT

she help to take all my stuff

then my friend Cheng Khan came and bring me home and Pooi Yan back to Ipoh.

_____________________________________________________________

My feeling in this 8 day trip

Ms. Pooi Yan 

don't complaint what I write is disgusting, I just write in from heart

Thanks a lot a lot 

Thanks for everything from the 1st day I came Ipoh until the last day I went back to Puchong

Start from your family

When I came you house, 

I feel like ..hmm...they all look so serious..

Am I troubling them..

but then i changed my mind.

I feel the warm when everyone having dinner together

everyone teasing each other

When you guys  holding popo hand 

When your aunt is teasing you

When  popo scold you

I miss the house is full of noises

I miss popo food 

I miss the moment I play with Jasmine

I miss everything in Ipoh

Thanks so so much to your family who taking care me for few days

Thanks again :') 

Lastly, 

you!

I know your mouth is 38 

and I scared of you sometimes

but I feel your care this few days

I feel super touched when you bring me to Marina and Lumut even when you feel sleepy

and I know you doesn't like people bring trouble to you 

paiseh if I bring any trouble to your family and you personally 

Thanks again

when bringing me back to KL 

is just a normal things

but I feel touched

ok..i admit it..I easily get touch lol

And you help me take heavy stuff and standing in the train with your sleepy eye 

feel sad and guilty that I was troubling you 

I just nothing much to said.

Thanks again for everything 

Appreciate it!

A thousand ..thank to you!

Muahhhhhh

My holiday trip ended here :)

My Awesome Trip

My Journey_ Ipoh (Day 7)

Last 2 day in Ipoh
We went to Ipoh temple in the early morning 
and something make me feeling warm
is that..
she said she was sleepy 
then I just said lets go home and sleep 
but then she bring me to Marina Island and Lumut

Pangkor Island just opposite 

I wonder how long I didn't came for a beautiful beach

The view was crazy nice and the air was so fresh even under a hot sun!

Look at our leg..the leg after sunburn in Penang

After this..

I tot she bring me home

but then..

she bring me to Lumut again!

Pooi Yan ar Pooi Yan 

:')

I do not take any photo there 

just bought native produce in Lumut 

after this ..

Tua Pek Kong temple :)

Does she look really bossy?

I do think so .

Just very near and this girl said go there by car..

I'm not ready yet..

can you spot me?

we couldn't find the way out ..

so just asked for help 

after this 

we went for our next coffee shop 

[Burps & Giggles] in Ipoh

This is the front view 

I love the environment here..

Our tea time :)

Chicken burger. I not so sure about the burger name

but the taste is crazy crazy nice even I hate chicken

The way we eat this burger..

Pooi Yan will started eat from the bread ..

then only the meat..

ok..then I follow ..

because she the one introduce me to here

ofcourse she experience it much more than me!

(Actually I just making joke with her)

but then she just spoiled my burger with so much tomato..I hate ketchup ..

luckily the taste still good!

I will be back to here next time!

After this,

we went home and rest and have dinner with her family ..

my last dinner with her family

they chilling with each other and her neighbour ,Ah Ying too

I feel so warm and they just like my family..

then Jasmine cried..

Jasmine was sick.. :(

Pity her..

We finished our dinner at 7.30pm 

and both of us started dress up and ready for our ladies night

We went for History Bistro

My first time going Pub with friend :)

Feel so excited!

she's going to make up

Do you excited to see her make up look?

Ok...I don't know how to make up at all.

and this the fourth time she make up for me...

I seriously can't stand for her funny face..no..serious face 

She just unbearable me because I keep laughing there.

By the way, she done!

Then we went out round 9pm

quite late.

My last night with this fellow

Does she look nice?

I will not praise her since she always said me ''dog'' when I praising her..

You're pretty la boss!

We just drink around 3 bottle..and because she the driver, so I the one who drank more..

ok.. I was just stop drinking beer for a long long time.

and I feel faint after this.

but I'm still awake lol

Then we order french fries

...Ok..my last supper in Ipoh

This is super ..no...super duper nice supper!

I just stop eating french fries for a very long time too!

then we stop drink beer because of the taste was weird after eating that.

Then we went home for sleep!

My last night in Ipoh was just past :')

Gonna miss....

My Awesome Trip 

My Journey_ Ipoh (DAY 6)

My last 3 day in Ipoh before went back to Puchong

That so poh bring me go Ipoh famous Dim Sum 

so we just woke up at 7am and went out around 8

Ming Court Hong Kong Tim Sum

Total we spend for breakfast

RM50.56

Not so expensive if compare to KL here

but the food was delicious seriously!

I love Har Gao :D

then we just back home and ready for our afternoon plan

Then..

something scary happen

You know what she doing?

I just wanna iron my jacket..

and then..

The iron was on fire!

I just don't know what to do ..

and I told Pooi Yan and asked her don't tell her aunt..

Walao..

she just out and told her..

My face was super red and fear!

My boss ...

A super shame thing ever...

Then everything done ,

We went to Ipoh Parade just buy something for her sister and I bought something for Jasmine :)

She show me how ''lala'' ipoh student there

Finally I know that ''lala'' in ipoh

around 1pm 

we went for our lunch

so hard to find a parking there since lunch hour 

then we turn for few round and finally we found a parking

and my friend just saw her bestie there

and this is what her friend left a message in her car

then we went here for lunch

The Happy 8

This their front door

I love their decoration

this is what we order for drinks

mine is cappuccino

and Pooi Yan order orange juice

dalang~ my dessert

tiramisu!

Oh ..My ..God! the moment i put it into my mouth...

''Amazing''

Pooi Yan ordered strawberry cheese

i not so sure

but definitely NICE!

If dessert was a healthy food and will not get fat..I swear...I will eat this EVERYDAY!

After this...

our Tea time

Purple Cane Restaurant

Look at this environment..

comfortable and peaceful place!

No more exam fever!

I just ready for Food right now :D

their appetizer

Yummm

and this is what Pooi Yan ordered

'' FLOWER BALL''

in mandarin is花球! 

I just keep asked her..why it called flower ball?

then she already PEK CEK to answer me 

see her face..

Then only I stop asked ..

Sorry boss :D

Then we order a pillow bread.

I forget to take a photo...that's too delicious and tasty since I was a bread lover!

we just sitting there for 2 to 3 hour 

talk about something girl will talk lol

and we went home at 4pm

ok..

then our stomach started not feeling well..

I wonder why..

We drink too much tea and we doesn't realize it ..

then we sleep until 6pm 

nope..i not going to sleep because little Jasmine was back and I just playing around with her 

and the pig Pooi Yan..ofcourse..she'll sleep no matter what 

After our dinner,

we went out for a walk

Kinta River again

Around 11pm we went back home and sleep!

That's all for the day!

Seems like nothing, but I feel blessed..because of my stomach never get hungry all the time!

My awesome trip